Intro

So, I've decided to start over.
This will be a blog about shit I hate, including this bullshit ass life I'm living.
I'm lazy, depressed, and ready for the end.
I am going to try to document my feelings everyday for 30 days.
I could've started on October 1st, but I didn't. So what?
Ready to explore the depths of despair with me? Ok. Let's go.

Call me Nikki.

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