Day 15- Pet Peeve: "I liked them first, so I like them best" ppl

I cannot stand an "if you're such a fan, then tell me..." looking ass person. Who the fuck are you to interrogate me about my choice of entertainment? Who are you, that I have to prove myself worthy of liking this entertainer? Also, to answer this dumb ass meme's question and whoever created this shit: Brenda's Got a Baby. I Get Around. That's Why They Call You Bitch, America's Most Wanted. So, fuck you. I listened to the All Eyes on Me Album (2 discs) like a close family member wrote that shit. However, I do NOT go around quizzing folk because of my love of Tupac. I don't care if you started liking him once you saw this meme or if you've liked him since he had hair. Or shit, if you only liked one song of his from the soundtrack of some D rated movie. Ppl are always up to some shit that doesn't involve minding their own fucking business.
One time, The Narcoleptic, who happens to be a part time dj, and I were talking and I asked what song could he listen for the rest of his life if he could only listen to one song. That question right there tells you about my conversation style. I'm so wack. I never care about other people and their lives, so I never know what to ask, but I digress. So, anyway, he tells me, then asks me the same. I responded, "The Roots. Seed 2.0." What bullshit do I  get in return? "You ain't no Roots fan! How you gonna choose a Roots song when you only know that one song?!" Ummm, first of all shitface, I do know other songs by them. Second, or I guess, concurrently, I didn't say I was a Roots "fan." If you will remember, the question was about one song that will never go out of style for you. I believe that was the gist of the question. The bigger question is: why the fuck does it matter to you what the fuck I'm doing especially with regards to music? Long as we get to separately choose our "till the end of time songs" does it matter? Even if I get to choose for BOTH of us, apparently, it will be awesome since you're their number #1 fan and top interrogator! So, in conclusion, sit down, shut up, and mind yo own damn bidness! Geez, Louise, can't even talk nonsense with people before they make you wanna crack their skulls open.

I've been thinking about life, living, and fucked up situations*, but I really don't have the energy to even put my thoughts into words.
I almost got into the all or nothing mentally since I missed yesterday too, but 2 missed days does not a failure make. At least I hope not.


*Big Tymers quote

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